Need to get motivated.

So after working hard and losing weight, I got massively comfortable and slowing it started to come back on until before I know it, I've gained a bit too much and now I can't seem to stop. :/ I need to get back into the mind frame of eating healthily and working out, but it's just so hard to avoid amazing food at this time of year. I need someone to just shout fatty at me every time I reach for bad food or to hit it out of my hand. I don't know, but something needs to happen to get me back on it, and soon. Before my fingers are too fat to type and I'll have to roll wherever I want to go.

American XFactor.

I'm super annoyed that she got sent home. Her performance was my favourite of the first live show! :(

Ex Boyfriends.

So as many people are aware, about 9 months ago I broke up with my bf of two years. It was a horrible time but the main thing we both decided is that we wanted to stay friends. At first it made getting over him so much harder but 9 months later and I've just got back from spending the weekend with him. So many people are confused that we are still friends, in fact best friends but the fact that after all this time, and after all that has happened I'm glad that I'm able to write this blog, just to show all the people who told me it's not possible and not to bother, that in fact our friendship is probably better than it was when we were together and everything that happened was for the best.